Organic me.

Welcome. Welcome.  Welcome.

Unfortunately/fortunately i have two other blogs.  One was first published way back when my now 6 year old daughter was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes.  For months and possibly years this was my way of geting things out and takling about them.  My passion and focus for that time was Emma and her new diagnoses.  I am not inclined or even have any desire right now to induce any kind of pity party for myself and revisit those days.   They are very vivid within me and i draw from that experience daily.  It is amazing how a 2 year old can inspire you and motivate you and make you want to be perfect on this planet.

The other blog was dedicated to my new found glory Crossfit.  Just as much as the E's diagnoses Crossfit has taken a stranglehold on myself and has made me a much more conscious person.   This is something that lives organically inside of me.  It manifests extremely hurtful days and in turn it harbours the most amazing feelings an emotions that i have not felt in many many years.  If I allow it to...it makes my existence perfect.

I still have demons.  I still have hang ups.  Life is still coming at me 100 miles an hour.  But with the strength i draw from my two daughters (3 and 6) and the power of Crossfit i have the tools to breed two very healthy girls and one very strong healthy Dad, friend, brother, son.

We all have journeys....and this is mine.